As I sit here doing my last minute blogs I take a look to my left. Here lies my boyfriend... KNOCKED OUT!  He was suppossed to be my support as I did my work but I guess he couldnt hang with the big dawgs lol. I broke my computer halfway through the semester so I never got a chance to do my blogs other than when im at someone elses house.

I have to work at 9am and Im still typing away lol.

This is me venting I guess. lol

I had a moment of sadness the other day when i realized that nothing goes the way you plan. I know I wont be a singer or princess like i thought i would be as a little girl. (I cant even sing lol) But I looked at where I am in life and although I feel acomplished I feel there is so much more to do.  I want to get married and have babies and be rich (that dream wont die lol). Im starting to underwstand that God has a plan for me and I am not in control. I wonder what my calling is? Whatever you have in store for me Lord, I hope I make you proud in doing so.